for my birthday… i have a few wishes.
i wish i was in somewhere tropical.
i wish i wasn’t alone.
i wish i was married.
i wish i had some kids.
i wish i was turning 18 so i could do it all over.
i wish i had something to show for myself.
i wish i wasn’t in debt.
i wish i could be proud of where i am today rather than where i will be tomorrow.
i wish i was with my mom.
i wish i was in love.
i wish i wasn’t going to be alone tonight….
happy 24th birthday to me…

miranda joy brower Said:
on May 5, 2007 at 3:20 pm
I miss you. I am sorry you are alone! I hope that you have a great day. Remember my motto? Loneliness is the Saviour’s cry for intimacy. (with YOU)
He wants you. I know that that doesn’t really feel like it answers the longing of your heart. But well, that’s my job, remind you of Jesus. His love and companionship is perfect and the only one we need. Right now, He doesn’t have to share you with anyone else and I have decided that He is stretching that out as long as He can. I guess He really is jealous, since He wants to keep YOU His precious flower all to Himself for a season. Try to embrace it, I have heard that embracing the ache is the only cure for it. I do wish I was with you. I miss you. Have a beautiful, heart moving day.
love mir
Kristine Said:
on May 9, 2007 at 1:22 am
I love you.